Worlds Travels | MF

 MF* for Mind-Fuck, mind-fuckery


emphasis on the 's' in worlds


It happened again, happens randomly but often enough where I continue to question my own reality.

Maybe I have been picking my nose too much, and causing the onset of dementia.
(latest viral news on the webs)

Today, maybe yesterday. I really don't know when.. I have managed to double dose on my meds 


The image above is from today, Wednesday 16th, with the Thursday pills gone!
I recall taking them around 9:30, when I was on the phone calling hellofresh.
Specific, yes, because I dropped the red iron tablet behind nonnas coffee table, and had to pick it up.

Much later, when putting the container back in the drawer, that's when I noticed the Thursday pills were missing.

My head is feeling funny, but I could just paranoid.

Maybe I travelled to another world.

I walked to the GP for a diagnosis - All Clear.
Refund processed.
Feeling productive.

Perhaps I've shifted realities moving from the negative to the positive.


Side question, do I skip a day now? I do just keep taking my meds as normal. 


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I am going to jot down a few other examples of this MF

When Danz would empty an entire water bottle before refilling, and saw me one day topping it up instead of the full empty. It was a thing.
Any time I would refill the water, I would ensure the bottle was empty first.
One day while filling the bottles, I had thought about that first memory. Reinforcing the memory.
A couple days later, Danz filling up the bottles and said to me
'Oh I can't just fill them up can I. You prefer I empty them out first.'
NO THAT WAS YOU

The time I went to visit Seyda, she made a vegetarian dinner.
Grilled holumi, roasted chickpeas and something green.
While eating dinner, I asked her, 'so did going Vegan not work out?'
'I never went vegan.'
'ohhh...'

She moves to a new place, we go out and there is another person/people with us this time.
Talking about what we are going to eat. 
I said, something about vegetarian options..
her reply was, 'I'm vegan babe'.
'ohhh...'

This second time round, there were other details that made me question my reality,
its very unclear now from memory.
Maybe that's the point.

In my head, this topic of conversation had happened at least 3 times.
Seyda is someone who I have had spooky/spiritual/connectedness/randoness with at various moments.


now that these are noted down, I will see what fresh memories pop up for mention

✌️peace
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