Leaning Liminal

I quickly changed the main title of this blog, a bell in the distance, not the tolling of a bell, just a single gong as I finished typing that sentence. I have also quickly decided I will type in this font when describing my version of 'being liminal' going liminal? A Bell. A sound of confirmation and acceptance perhaps.

leaning: a tendency or partiality of a particular kind.
liminal: 1. relating to a transitional or initial stage of a process.
              2. occupying  a position at, or on both sides of, a boundary or threshold.

I could describe my current state, or manifest more, so I added the 'r' and make it Learning Liminal. I want more of whatever I have been gifted. I can feel, see and experience the other side, I know I have. But what does it all mean? This is why leaning is a fixed state if being, but learning is growing.

What compelled to start this, not only for BunBons, but myself. I need structure, I enjoy writing, let's just get this shit outta me head.

FUCK! I forgot what he said. I have been watching 'Inside Man' while preparing Pesto. Stanley Tucci and David Tennant - Sign me right up. It's a creepy psychological thriller, story is good, but I am a perve so you know.. ST 😍 DT 

Liars are always the loudest. // Self-loathing is clarity, and clarity is useful.

I had a major cringe moment earlier. Remembering when people would compliment me on my body, and my crazy response was 'haha but you haven't seen me naked' YUK! Reflecting on that I was disappointed in my self-loathing.
Hearing that 2nd quote allowed me to accept the growth I have made in myself and the way I think about Me and My Body. 

KEEP GOOD - My Nonno would say. Your health is the most important thing you have, look after it, look after yourself, Keep Good! Which is not correct English, but I rarely heard him speak Italian. Even when visiting him while he lived in Italy, he bounced right back into English when he saw me. 

So while I have had liminal leanings with my spirituality, I am going forward with learning more about the being apart of the physical world, and what my abilities are when it comes to connecting with the other side, being in the liminal, wherever it takes me.

Right now the meat-suit needs something to eat.

peace ✌️